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Sitting here LOST IN THE MOMENT
It's 3.A.M., I JUST WANNA KNOW,
This TRAUMA that still seems so REAL
WHY, OH LORD, won't it LET ME GO?

PARALYZED by such demon thoughts
Convinced I always LET YOU DOWN,
An OUTCAST who feels so ALONE
My DREAMS a deadly battleground.

LEAVE ME ALONE's the warrior cry
A LIE I live most every day,
Then turn to ONLY what is known
Those OPTIONS of unhealthy preys.

One day realize things gotta CHANGE
'Cause IF YOU WANT LOVE, REMEMBER THIS:
Jesus PAID MY DUES upon that Cross
So MY LIFE of sin He could dismiss.

This fruitful THERAPY SESSION with God
Unlocked that MANSION in my mind,
NO EXCUSES now, they're laid to rest
Can START OVER, leave the past behind.

Such a DESTINY I did not KNOW
'Til this WAKE UP call was sung to me,
For THE SEARCH I'd been on all along
Was a WAIT meant to set my heart free.