There are times of anger
I feel myself walk away
Knowing exactly what I'm doing
Not allowing myself to pray
It is a time of anguish
As visions come creeping in
Not allowing myself to pray
Walking in acceptance with sin
There are times of anger
And with it comes this fear
Heading in the wrong direction
Far from Him, who was near
And always I will stumble
There is no comfort zone
My heart trembles in that place
For what if He leaves me alone
There are times of anger
The frustration of my own will
Not allowing myself to pray
But He loves me, loves me still
There can be no recovery
Until, on my knees I fall
Allowing myself to pray
As always, He hears my call
Yet, there are times of anger
And I ask myself, why
Not allowing myself to pray
What a foolishness to deny
But, never will He leave me
Even when anger rules my day
When I am helpless in my sin
For me, my God will pray
Romans 8:26